Family's the shit, yo. I'll always love you all no matter how you people can wonderfully transform the serenity in the house into a noisy market. Heeeeeeeeeeehe. (are you okay, diana, no?) Goodness, I miss the cousins! dfjsfhkjfh
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She tossed and turned for what seemed like a zillionth time, but hell, her eyes still refused to shut off. She couldn't stop recollecting the strangest things that happened of late. Yes, it was truly indeniable that she was over the top at the fact that the leeway between them sort of abridged ever since the horror took charge. But, it was rather a cold, oddly pretentious abridger (albeit the friendly tone), she'd rather say. Why the sudden change of behaviour? Ironic circumstances never failed to meddle her disposition, indeed he really made her totally confused.
What is his definition of ambiguous, she really wonder. Ya sure, he's the only one to rule her world, he's the one to make a take, to have the final say in their amorous relationship, the one that could dispose her off fast & then the next day, asked for another chance again, only to simultaneously call it off come a few days later.
But that was what he thought. He was the man of her life, was the man of her life indeed. For lord's sake, she couldn't imagine what's worst: having to get fresh with a fickle-brained boyfriend & risked adjusting herself to halfway-made decisions in future or mourning miserably at the span of perhaps a decade over 'this unrequited love'. Damn! Only now could she justify the amount of respect that's been given to her. Rather dispensable was she, after refering to the abovementioned paragraph? What shameful fact. A truly dillemic situation, you could've witnessed here. Tsk
This ironic behaviour of his had made her indulge into a silent flicker of hope. Only to realize that she'd totally tightly be slammed with humiliation, morbid rejection & of course, disappointment (however how much she yearned for reincarnation of histoire). Without any pinch of doubt.
Lesson learnt #1: In the subject of love, never, ever involve a female with the opposite-specied homosapiens of the highest-degree in fickle-mindedness.
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