i feel
blank flustered all of a sudden upon thinking those amor proclamations.
my mind's all going retrospectual as i ponder over
it. got cheated over so-called acknowledgements of 'affection',once upon a time, etc, and ......... I, being the ultra-blockhead, spent several months to forget the whole issue (i dwelled on the subject with
morbid persistence so much; hence, the longer time to dismiss the aforementioned). i shan't deny that those days were the most exhausting ones, really. late-nights would be my brooding sessions and -----
etc. i just hope history won't repeat itself. (will it?)
should it be him or him?